I hate the whole concept of our "FUTURE"

I'm not going to NFHS so ALL my friends that I have this year... 
and from 2nd grade, will not be there with me.... 
so i'll have to start ALL over. =[

I hate thinking about going to college because you make ALL these friends and then have to say goodbye...
how do you know what college they are going to and if it is even in the state??

I want to be grown up.... but on the other hand I want to live my life and have Best Friends that I can go to.

I know that I will  get even MORE friends in college but AGAIN I have to start ALL over.

Hopefully I can keep in touch with my old friends....
scratch that... my BEST FRIENDS!

I HATE THINKING OF THE FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Make this pain ALL go AWAY!!!!!!!